| here, right now... |
[Jan. 8th, 2008|11:19 pm] |
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| |  cold | ] |
i'm sorry...
i don't blame you though,
i don't like me either.
iwishiweredifferent. |
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| On your favorite what if |
[Dec. 12th, 2007|07:22 am] |
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| | under a rock | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  frustrated | ] |
No honey, this isn't PMS, it's called acceptance...
of things that could not be and will never be.
Overthinking is a curse and unfortunately, my tragedy.
Someonepleasewakemeup. |
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| sana mestiza na lang ako... |
[Apr. 22nd, 2007|09:16 pm] |
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| |  distressed | ] |
It's been so long since i last wrote something here or at least magparamdam man lang sa mga tao...
*sorrysorrysorry*
just so you know, i miss everyone... so so much...
so there, i'm still alive and this is what i've been up to lately...
- ANI: i'm teaching English Lit
- My Little Brats: Babysitting pa rin, hehe..
- "Job hunting"
- Him: need i say more.. =)
- and lately, lots of out of town trips to our province
Yes, it has been quite a busybusybusy summer...
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Can i just say that helping out with my Tita's campaign for a position in our province has not only been physically exhausting but emotionally distressing as well. Huhuhuhu.. naawa talaga ako sa aking fragile self esteem, as in talaga! so ayan mag share ako ng konting incidents so you'll understand what i mean, so here goes...
Incident #1: house to house visits sa mga bundok ng Rizal...
Inna: Magandang Umaga po, pamangkin ho ako ni Deline, Iboto niyo po siya ah... *super kaduper smile*
Lola: *checks out flyer* aba, napaka ganda naman pala ni Deline... pamangkin ka ba talaga niya?
Inna: *medyo na hurt* ah, oho nang, tingnan niyo chinita rin po ako! *super smile*
Lola: Ay oo nga naman...
Inna: *giggles*
Lola: pero sayang at ano nangyari sa iyo.. sana naging kamukha mo na lang ang iyong tiyahin *smiles*
Inna: *dying inside* ahahahaha...
Incident #2: more house to house visits, sa subdivisions ng San Mateo...
Campaign assistant: Kuya, isa po ito sa mga pamangkin ni Ma'am Deline...
Inna: Magandang umaga ho!! *super duper smile*
Manong: aba *smiles* kay lusog naman ng batang ito...
Inna: *slight smile* ahahahahaha... kamusta naman po yun, at least bibo po diba? *super smile ulit*
Manong: oo nga naman *laughs out loud*
Campaign assistant: Kuya, eto naman po yung anak ni Ma'am Deline..
Manong: Aba, Mestizahin.. at ang sexy naman nito.. sigurado ka bang pinsan mo ito? *laughs and looks at me*
Inna: AHAHAHAHAHA... *thinks to self: Please kill me now.. =b*
Incident #3: trekking pababa ng mga kabundukan ng Rizal...
Inna: lalalalala.. =)
Campaign assistant: oh hija, ingat ka ha...
Inna: *looks at the freakishly steep narrow road going back to town* sus ate! kayang-kaya toh noh!! *smile*
Campaign assistant: sigurado ka ha..
Inna: oo naman po!! *smile*
Campaign assistant: sabi mo yan ah.. baka kasi gumulong ka pababa eh, lam mo naman medjo malusog ka...
Inna: Ahahahahaha.. *moves away from campaign assistant*
Alam ko ang superficial pero... sana talaga mestiza na lang ako or one of those skinny-ass flawless fair skinned chinitas (a.k.a Heart E.), GrrRrrr.. =b Actually alam ko naman kung ano ang solusyon eh, medjo trip ko lang din mag drama ng onti, ehehe.. di bale next time... lalayo na talaga ako sa lecheng campaign assistant na yan... =b
On the brighter side of things, i apparently look like i'm 16!
which is also why the assistant campaign manager of my tita told me not to worry...
in her words, sabi niya sa akin...
"don't worry hija, that's just baby fat... it will go away in a few years..."
*sigh* if she only knew, hehehe... =) |
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| Proud Mama =) |
[Apr. 2nd, 2007|11:01 pm] |
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| |  ecstatic | ] |
Congrats to Glenn T. and Pau B.
Congrats most especially to YOU!!!!
<3<3<3 |
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| summer bummin' |
[Mar. 9th, 2007|07:44 pm] |
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| |  tsk tsk | ] |
i know there is something wrong with the world when my younger brother is going to the gym religiously, out partying on weekends and now, currently frolicking somewhere in the shores of Batangas. While I, on the other hand, busy myself with the ps2, triple jack poker on the net and Junkfood (yes with a capital J). Can someone spell out B-U-M?
Slowly turning into a shapeless, big-ass blob...
Argh! |
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| i think, so maybe i am... |
[Mar. 7th, 2007|01:07 pm] |
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| |  gloomy | ] |
i think i'm cursed.
yep.
indeed.
most likely.
i'm sorry. </3 |
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| teehee ... Ü |
[Mar. 1st, 2007|03:15 pm] |
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| dahil buwan na ng Pebrero... |
[Feb. 5th, 2007|11:28 pm] |
"We don't look for love because it sucks to be alone watching movies,
because it's sad to eat meals alone,
or because it's nice to cuddle up with someone on rainy days.
We look for love because, in a way, we want to be forgiven...
For the sloppy way we dress,
For the clumsy way we eat our meals,
For bad hair days and...
For the plainness of ourselves.
Love is an act of forgiveness, that for all our imperfections...
We are accepted and forgiven."
defintelyafanoftoughlove.
<3 |
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| erase/rewind |
[Jan. 31st, 2007|07:37 am] |
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| |  indescribable | ] |
i don't...
i can't...
i hate it!
what's worse?
i loathe ME even more. |
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| ... |
[Jan. 31st, 2007|12:05 am] |
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| |  determined | ] |
"this is my gameface..."
bringiton. |
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| rarely... |
[Jan. 28th, 2007|01:13 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  awwww | ] |
Had a surprising 'awwwww' moment
while wacthing Laguna Beach (which i now dub my ditz show)...
Sunny Breezy Afternoon
Girl and Boy sitting on a blanket
Beautiful view of the beach
Topic of conversation: College
BOY: I feel like everyone’s moving on…
GIRL: So will you in a year..
BOY: Yeah, I know..
GIRL: *makes a silly face*
SILENCE
BOY: Do you ever think you could ever be my girlfriend?
GIRL: *looks away*
BOY: Oh…
*looks ahead, watches the waves*
SILENCE
BOY: I’m sorry I was the wrong boy…
*a tear rolls down his cheek...
wipes it just before the girl turns to him*
Imisstrashyteendrama. |
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| tick tock |
[Jan. 28th, 2007|12:34 pm] |
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| |  scared | ] |
Home stretch na!
argh.
grr.
^$%$#%&!%^)^@!!!
can't help it...
somewhat dreading the 'real world'
i don't think i'm THAT ready yet.
on the lighter side of things, this summer i want to...
learn how to surf.
go wakeboarding.
teach art to little kids.
volunteer at an animal shelter.
paint.draw.doodle.
oh and... viva la wii!!!!! =)
hay, no wonder...
kiddie talaga ako forever. |
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| the last of it... |
[Jan. 25th, 2007|09:13 am] |
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| |  exhausted | ] |
"I don't care if you consider me to be the worst girlfriend you've ever had
or the worst girlfriend in the world for that matter pero at least give me
credit for holding on as long as i could. I tried, i really did..."
No BS. ijustwantyoutobehappy. |
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| ughhhHhh!!! |
[Jan. 22nd, 2007|01:06 am] |
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| | aggravated | ] |
Pfft.
sickofbeingchubby. |
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| against prince charmings and knights in shining armor |
[Jan. 14th, 2007|02:20 am] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | feminazi-ish | ] |
get off of your white horse
or off of your 'noble steed'
what makes you think i want to be saved
what makes you think i'm in need
definitely not a damsel
in distress or otherwise
back off prick
take a hint, a clue - just a word of advice
*****
why the hell am i rhyming?
bleh. |
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| reluctant heart |
[Jan. 8th, 2007|05:33 pm] |
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| |  touched | ] |
you often make me wonder about what is or what could be.
you make me realize that all is not lost, that at the very least, there's still something to hope for.
and it makes me think, just near enough to the point of reconsidering...
that maybe, just maybe...
but not anytime soon.
<3 |
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| flitter, flutter... |
[Dec. 24th, 2006|11:27 am] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  hopeful | ] |
9 nine days of simbang gabi at the gesu and santuario was pure bliss.
well, mostly thanks to YOU.
It was actually the first time i ever attended mass at Gesu (yeah, oo na, wala akong kwentang Atenista). ;b
Also, just so you know, it was also the first time, in my 'n' years of age, that i was able to complete the 9 days.
Now, if i can just figure out this whole wish thing...
hmmm...
then again, i might not need it after all.
Thank you. <3 |
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